I shall drown, in the tears i cry ..

To me, you were a god sent
TO rescue me from drowning tears
So, I could open my eyes again
Not be afraid of what could be

You made me feel important
Like I could be a good friend
Help me work through my heartbreak
For once, i could truly smile
But like always, they are memories
I shall drown, in the tears i cry

Times occured in the past
Obviously now you know
Our friendship did not last
To tell you that it kills me
Would be less than the actual truth
Curious to know, what went wrong
I seem to always lose those close to me

To me now, you are a stranger
Someone I just don't know
How did you go from a beautiful person
To a human hard to know ?

I feel, you started to turn away

You were the best that could be
To know I lost you forever
Hurts me to the end
I shall drown, in the tears i cry

We cannot even be just friends
As one always gets carried away
Its not a pleasent feeling
To have, hammering away inside

You made me feel good about myself
You let me know you cared
What we had between us
Can you tell me it was real?
You meant everything to me

But I dont think you knew how much
If you're so tight with all your other relations
Really, what was I to you?

I was the one you trusted most
Or so you said to me
Why is it when you get some news
I'm always the last to know
I trusted you with my heart and soul

I have depression and phobias
While you have some bad days
You tell others my biggest secrets
And never give me any praise
I try and I try and I try
For us to be friends again

One thing, though, is certain
It's up to you in the end
While you make up your mind
I shall drown, in the tears i cry

I have no sympathy left inside
I can no longer cry for your pain
Now I must face my own battles
Otherwise I will surely go insane

I have caught most of your tears
But you have caused mine
you call me a drama queen ,
I tried to pretend like it did not matter
But now I have to draw the line
I shall drown, in the tears i cry

You always have big problems
So I listen and I try to reassure
But when things go wrong between us
i find you escaping , You never help find a cure
I shall drown, in the tears i cry

I really cannot call you a friend
Because I really don't think you are
I wish I did have someone there
Someone who is a shining star
Instead of having a one way friend
I shall drown, in the tears i cry

I would much rather just be alone
I wish you luck and happiness in life
But our relation has been blown
And i thank you for reassuring me that no one can be trusted,
and every1 is mean in this big bad world.
while I drown, in the tears i cry...........