Emotions - have u ever taken a moment to reflect on how n y u react n feel in a certain way ?,
At some point in all our lives , we have all had or lets say experienced or heard of broken relationship, broken frenidships, broken marriages , broken hearts r always countered upon .
What is goes throu ones mind wen u experience one ? when u r broken .
Suddenly all that feelings u had in the past changes in the present n future .
i wonder is it people that cheated us or our own emotions ?
Words once the sound life a symphony now seem to torture u now !
u kinda sit n replay wrds u heard back then n feel wat a complete shit head i was to believe all tht.
wrds of care n concern wld seem like bull shit now
"i love u" will be crap even thou it once made u ,light as a feather hearin it once.
"nthg cld break us" now make u feel like u cant trust anthr soul.
"i ll love u always n forever " - yeah sure till u find somethg else to concentrate on.
all of a sudden u feel like u were taken for granted
U get so close to some1 that every moment spent with em u wld feel like ur in happier eden, and tht u were so truly blessed .
last nght as i lay on bed pondering over all these thghts i realised it isnt anyonce's fault .maybe u spent so much time togthr or in the relation that u tend to predict the outcome of events even b4 actually lettin the person react or the event has happend. ur mind n heart certainly plays games .
Ur emotions for individuals change you or some aspect abt u.or maybe somethg abt u has changed tht ur near n dear ones cant adjust to.WHAT ever has been happening.., relations r nvr stagnant u grow n u keep polishing ur relation as u grow .
alot of u maynot agree on wat i say - but i realised tht its factual .ur emotions dnt just ignore the weaknesses of da person u loved.you practically ignored alot of things you dint like as well.
Well its not u , it was ur emotions tht made the choice.eg : u love some1 so dearly , there is this "one thing" abt them the ticks u off real bad , u cld however be frank n tell the person u hate tht quality abt them , knwing how the person wld react ( as in a negative way , hurt completely by it) u prefer to withhold it . ur emotions for them deciding here... u compromise n live with it.
They say some relations last for a season , reason or a lifetime.
your own inner self cheated on u to make you feel as this was just anthr reason. u tend to believe u were just a muse for them .
wat the real reason is - nthg but ur own growth.
The sooner u get out of reflecting on ur past- which evidently makes u play the blame game n point fingers at the person who hurted u.. its better for ur heart and emotionaly stability.
There may be a million reasons to why you may feel cheated by your own heart. It could be the opposite person didn’t feel the same way, or you both of have moved on at the end of the story. But those first couple of negative thoughts that make you regret or rather hurt about why you ever felt that way for that individual if it ever had to turn out this way - will make you really reflect.
Why blame the other person, when you itself were that blind and let it go on all this time. Yes, you saw it earlier, but ignored it as any individual would do to make any relation work. The real question is, can you put a time frame around it and say “This will be the last time and I won’t let my own emotions cheat me anymore?
somehow i came to an understanding tht u hurt n pain more wen some1 u love so dearly says somethg ur heart n mind doesnt want to hear . even forgiving that person doesnt seem to gv you closure . instead of pining abt it forever i decided to let it go . tht doesnt mean i choose to forget wat happened but merely letting go of cribbing n pining abt it .
dnt u think its always better to hv a pleasent smile wen u get nostalgic , i dnt like the idea of being so angry and bitter wen i get nostalgic.after all even if the relationship has ended ... @ one point u were happy being in the relation. you dnt need to be a gr8ter soul n forgive , u cld try n put the bitterness aside for ur own emotions and concentrate or somethg more merrier.
Cos in us lies the power of how we choose to feel -
signing off wit a smile and hoping this message gets across to two people i loved the most .
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