An illusion !!

I do not know what to think
I do not know what to do
I am sitting here in tears
Because I will never be with you
I thought you would be the one
To take away my feelings of blue
But now I can see That I was so truly wrong
I have been thinking a long time
About you and me
But now I can see
That maybe it was never meant to be
Where do I go from here?
What am I meant to think?
I think of you, and shed a tear
As my confidence slowly sinks
I could not care less
About anything other than you right now
I feel such a mess
How did I fall for you so quickly?
Tell me...How?!
You are so perfect in my mind
I do not want no one else but you
Your words keep haunting me !
But my friends keep telling me "what ever happens ,happens for the good "
I do not think I can believe them this time
i don't want the "good" i can settle for something lesser

Its hard for me to trust any1 now , harder it gets to believe their words
As I like you so much, I can not help but imagine the wedding bells chime !!

In time realised - happiness is just an illusion ...