SURGE

A collage of feeling,
Not adequate enough.
To portray the killing
My heart has endured with each thrust.

Pain overdosing my mind,
Taking sanity away.
Enduring though these time,
As my heart decays.

Abiding in a fear
As I'm pulled each way.
Wiping away the tears,
For the words I can't say.

Suffering isn't enough?
Destructive ideas corrode.
No longer able to rough
This mountainous load.

My body has reached the end.
I'm so thoroughly scourge.
At last the emotions have rend
From this emotional surge.